Mornings like this morning... I want to drink my daily sonic diet DP and go back to bed. I don't know what sets me off some mornings. After family prayer this morning, I struggled to get Ava ready and out the door. I don't like when my girls see me cry. But today, I couldn't contain myself. They are the sweetest girls I know. Always going out of their way making me feel better. I heard Elsie running in the kitchen to tell J, "mom is crying, hurry and come." It melted my heart. My family is the greatest, they have helped me gain strength. I just miss her. I don't know how people cope when they lose a child or loved one and don't have a spouse or other kids to pick them up. I am thankful everyday for my sweet family and their strength. They have truly taught me how to be more sympathetic (which I need).
I started my baby's nursery yesterday and all of a sudden, it felt real. I am really having a baby in just 7 short weeks. Wow... I have so much to do. I think the Lord knew I might need a special little guy to help lift me up. Although these two girlie's and my sweet husband have done an amazing job... I am so excited to hold my little guy!
(picture taken in Colorado... I have so much to update about!)
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I know I shouldn't have laughed, but I happen to be drinking a Diet DP right this second, so I giggled at the beginning of this post.
Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and Emmie and how I should take advantage of every minute because you just NEVER know. I think I have become a better wife, mother and person all in just a few short weeks. You are in my thoughts all the time.
I will call you tomorrow. My phone is dead and my chargers are both in my car.
Love you.
Both in my car that my husband drove to work today, I should have added!
Your girls are adorable...what a fun mommy you are. I bet they love being in the kitchen with you...and in adorable aprons too :)
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