So, I tell him that I haven't felt her and he said, "I'm going to get you in tomorrow morning for an emergency ultrasound." (with a very concerned look on his face) Me, trying not to freak out, I start asking all of my questions. My main question was, "I am leaving out of town sat. morning." He said, "sweetie, you probably aren't going out of town." My heart starts racing and I of course asked, "why?" He informed me that I will probably be hospitalized and monitored for awhile because she isn't getting enough blood to survive. Thinking of all the variables, I am trying to remain calm. I have come so far, I can't imagine losing her. So that night my dad comes over to help my husband give me a priesthood blessing. I didn't want anyone to know of course because I felt that everything would be ok. There was no need to worry until the next morning if something were truly wrong. I was up all night tossing and turning. Well, what if? Thinking about little Ava, who has waited so long for this baby. I go to my ultrasound, saying 50 prayers on the way there! I felt her move a couple times while sitting in the waiting room, thinking everything is going to be just fine. I lay down and the tech says, "well, your little princess seems to be doing just fine!" I felt this huge weight lift off my shoulders! I am thinking, "thank you Heavenly Father." I am so grateful for this little girl. I was getting so choked up watching her move, I am so attached to her already! I feel I am due for a good delivery! Can it get any worse? I have come to the conclusion that I am NOT made to have babies! Let's hope and pray all goes well! Sorry for the long post! If this doesn't make sense it's because it's 4:30am... Emmie not sleeping well! Cheers!
She still looks alienish, but I'm so in love!
Cute profile!
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You should have called me at 4:30 am, or 3:30 or 2:30 get the point! Crew did not want to sleep all night! Love the cute pictures. I think she totally looks like Emmie. I'm so glad everything worked out. You are such a good mom and Heavenly Father will bless you. Have fun on your trip!
Wow... the power of prayer! Your family deserves to have this little girl, you deserve a normal experience this time. We are soooo excited for her to be here apart of our family. You are being watched over, Tiff!! love you.
I am so glad everything turned out ok. I will be praying for you and your little girl..where are you going this weekend?
tiff I had no idea..you didn't even tell me! Everything will be fine! We will keep our prayers going for you. Be careful this weekend! I think baby sister's profile looks like Emmie but with Ava's lips!
by the way i was up at 4:00 too:/ with spence of all people. he was having leg aches.
I am so glad to hear she is fine. I think you have had enough stress with pregnancy and deliveries. You will surely be blessed for your faithfulness. You have two gorgeous little girls. Cant wait to see what the third will look like.
Oh Tiff! I am so sorry you had such a big scare! I am praying the rest of this pregnancy can do UNEVENTFUL! Love ya girlie!
tiff, that is so scary!!! i am so glad everything is okay, wow that is such a relief! love you tons
I too am so grateful all went well. Thank heavens for the priesthood.
I was so worried reading this post but kept thinking her title said Blessed. I'm happy that everything went great and you were able to see her move. See is going to be so beautiful just like Emmie and Ava!
I can't imagine how scary that must have been, but I am SO glad that she is okay. Good heavens...I think too many of us take pregnancy for granted...I never had a complication and I forget how many people do and just how precious life is...even unborn life. I'll keep you in my prayers.
I just have to say that you are a very special Mom---Brooke, Paige & Emily say such wonderful things about you. Now I know why. You truly are an inspiration!
Glad to hear things are OK. Your faith is so inspiring! I can tell you that life with three little girls is pretty interesting but so fun!
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